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13 January 2005

Could Have Been

Location : Cherating, Malaysia.

She is a sight as captivating as the dawning of time. Her lips are as tantalizing as the forbidden fruit....her eyes...mysterious as the blue ocean. I dreamily follow the down of her cheeks and the satin of her neck longing to fill my senses with her intoxicating charm. I want to drown in her laughter, let her hair fall all around me and slip into blissful contentment. But alas, the ride is over.

Her soothing touches, passionate kisses and sweet sounds are but the mere delusion of a world I would never know, for someone else has stolen her heart. I am unwillingly flurried back from being drawn towards a drowsing stupor of weightlessness, to an endless landscape of gray trees and mire green earth, still drifting alone in my search for that elusive mirage of pensive perfection.

Impossible relationships - the curse of my life.

I still wander, I still search and I still dream. How can I not? I am the little nomad.

Posted by Ripcord at January 13, 2005 05:50 PM


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Posted by: ulli at January 13, 2005 06:00 PM

drama sial... hang in there buddy. i bet a million women feel the same toward you, you rascal!

Posted by: grim at January 13, 2005 09:18 PM

by the way, check out the latest offerings after MacWorld 2005 at that might get your mind off your latest crash and burn. i know nothing replaces passion but hey... its something at least.

you'll find someone in a heartbeat. unless you're talking about the ocean... in that case, put some in a small vile and carry it around your neck... cool no?

Posted by: grim at January 13, 2005 09:21 PM

another side of ripcord i never knew exist!

u never fail to surprise... keep believing and eventually, you'll get there...

..., jin

Posted by: erinnys at January 14, 2005 09:41 AM

did u write that because it's so good. you should get that posted somewhere. ;D

Posted by: Hunni at January 15, 2005 01:39 AM

Get a job, settle down, then she'll appear.
Or you could keep on living your dream...

Posted by: Someone else at January 15, 2005 11:14 PM

hey hey hey....again? i told u i m jealous ald....

Posted by: le-n at January 16, 2005 10:48 AM

wtf are you talking about?! you still have kelly! =)
anyway, which ftp program are you using?! i can`t find a free ftp program for my mac!!! ARGH! HELP ME!

Posted by: Mel at January 16, 2005 09:24 PM

are you talking abt:

1) your surfboard?
2) a big wave?
3) a girl?
4) all the above?:P

whatever it is dude, keep on tryin....if you want something so bad...

Posted by: my name is fake at January 17, 2005 05:08 PM

something in me says you're talking bout the 'waves'... no?

sneaky B u...

love, jin

Posted by: erinnys at January 17, 2005 05:26 PM

Hey u! Happy New YEAR!! How u been? Take care yea? :)

Posted by: se7en at January 17, 2005 06:51 PM

i was thinking the same thing as jin...
u r not talking abt a human right??

if there is a will, there is a way...

if you want it real badly, for sure you will have it in no time....

all the best to only 18th day of the new still a long way to go...before the end comes....

so..... cheers dude!

Posted by: zbjernak at January 18, 2005 01:09 PM

if only the waves were gurls... sighz... they will all fall for u...

Posted by: nine at January 18, 2005 03:55 PM

mel : but kelly is so silent all the time!

fake : dude, u know me well. =) after posting this entry, i thought to myself...damn, i could be talking about waves the same way too so how are u guys supposed to know it's a chick?

se7en : hey chick!!! where u been all this while?

Posted by: Ripcord at January 18, 2005 08:38 PM

if only i could be there... sigh..

Posted by: insomniacc at January 19, 2005 03:05 PM

I love this entry. "Could have been" :)

Posted by: Aurora at January 20, 2005 01:27 PM